11.30.04
Lack of Nicotine getting me down.
For anyone who has never smoked, this series of rambling, drug induced, hazzy observations on life on either side of the nicotine divide will seem most not only bizarre but also quite pathetic. To an extent you would be right. It is bizarre and pathetic, but also tragic.
I can’t help feeling over the last few days that I am missing something. But I can’t put my finger on what.
Just a general feeling of anything I do in life is somehow deminished by the lack of nicotine, which is obviously nonsense. However to the addled brain of a nicotine addict denied its nicotine it seems a perfectly reasonable assumption to make. The trick is to reeducate your brain so it no longer associates almost everything you do with smoking cigarettes.
Slowly but surely
